100 Facts About ELIJAH

001. Real name: Elijah Arellano Bringas
002. Nicknames: Eli, Elyj, Rambo, Rambi, Buboy, Ram, Jajah
003. Married: soon!
004. Zodiac sign: Libra
005. Male or female: Male
006. Age: 23
007. Color of eyes: Brown
008. College: UST
009. Residence: San Mateo, Rizal
010. Hair color: Dark Brown
011. Long or short hair: Short
012. Smoke: Yes.
013. Drink: Yes.
014. Available: It's complicated.
015. Are you a health freak: Nah! But I hope that I am.
016. Height: 5'9"
017. Do you have a crush?: Of course, I have. Lots of them! Hehe!
018. Do you like yourself: Sort of. Kidding. I love myself!
019. Piercings: Before I have one.
020. Tattoos: Wish I have one.
021. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
022. First surgery: I don't know if you can call it a surgery.
023: First piercing: Left earlobe.
024. First best friend/s: Margaret Anne Cruz and Ryan Edward Perez
025. First award: Top7 during my Kinder year.
027. First pet: Dog and named it JOB.
028. First vacation: Wow! I can't remember at all.
029. First concert: I don't know if it is Thalia's concert or the Eraserheads way back in grade school years.
030. First crush: Abigail Manahan.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: Nah!
050. Drinking: Just finished my hot milk tea.
052. I'm about to: watch dvd.
053. Listening to: nursery rhyme that my niece is watching right now. =)

FAVORITE:
054. Food: pasta, pizza and salad
055. Drinks: root beer and iced tea
056. Colors: blue and orange
057. Number: 12

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: Just 2. A boy and a girl.
059. Want to get married: Of course, I will love to.
060. Careers in mind: To be a successful Environmental Engineer and have a construction firm.

WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
069. Hugs or kisses: Hugs that will lead to kisses. Hehe!
070. Shorter or taller: Taller.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms.
074. Sensitive or loud: Loud.
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

HAVE YOU :
078. Kissed a stranger: Yes.
079. Drank bubbles: Sort of when I was a kid.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes. In a bar and I'm wearing my glasses and I never look for it anymore.
081. Ran away from home: Before I had planned it. Hehe!
082. Liked someone younger: Nope. I like older. =)
083. Older: Definitely yes.
084. Broken someones heart: Yes.
085. Been arrested: Nope.
086. Turned someone down: Yes.
087. Cried when someone died: Yes, especially my loved ones.
088. Liked a friend: Almost but I don't want to sacrifice our friendship.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself: Yes.
090. Miracles: I still believe in miracles.
091. Love at first sight: Nah!
092. Heaven: Yes.
093. Santa claus: When I was a kid but not anymore.
094. Sex on the first date: Nope but it happened before. Hehe!
095. The more you hate, the more you love: The more I hate, the more I hate the person. Haha!
096. Angels: Yes and I have an angel in my life.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: Yes. The person is in Canada right now. =)
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time: Nope. I believe in monogamous relationship.
099. Do you believe in God?: YES. Definitely I believe in GOD and will always be.
100. Repost this as "100 facts about "(your name)" : Haha! Of course, I will.

I'm 30% INNOCENT.

RULE: You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

1. Danced on a table in a bar?
- GUILTY

2. Ever told a lie?
- GUILTY

3. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
- GUILTY

4. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
- GUILTY

5. Kissed a picture?
- GUILTY

6. Slept in until 5 PM?
- GUILTY

7. Fallen asleep at work/school?
- GUILTY

8. Held a snake?
- GUILTY

9. Been suspended from school?
- GUILTY

10. Worked at a fast food restaurant?
- INNOCENT

11. Stolen from a store?
- GUILTY

12. Been fired from a job?
- INNOCENT

13. Done something you regret?
- GUILTY

14. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
- GUILTY

15. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
- INNOCENT

16. Kissed in the rain?
- INNOCENT

17. Sat on a roof top?
- GUILTY

18. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
- GUILTY

19. Shaved your head?
- GUILTY

20. Slept naked?
- GUILTY

21. Had a boxing membership?
- INNOCENT

22. Made your boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- GUILTY

23. Been in a band?
- INNOCENT

24. Shot a gun?
- GUILTY

25. Donated blood?
- GUILTY

26. Eaten alligator meat?
- INNOCENT

27. Eaten cheesecake?
- GUILTY

28. Loved someone you shouldn't?
- INNOCENT

29. Have or had a tattoo?
- INNOCENT

30. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
- INNOCENT

31. Been too honest?
- GUILTY

32. Ruined a surprise?
- GUILTY

33. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterwards?
- GUILTY

34. Erased someone in your friends list?
- GUILTY

35. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or a man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
- GUILTY

36. Joined a pageant?
- GUILTY

37. Been told that you're handsome/beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
- GUILTY

38. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
- INNOCENT

39. A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney fare?
- INNOCENT

40. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
- GUILTY

Tuesday Madness!

February 10, 2009

It was Tuesday morning when Cess and I decided to go to UST to get a transcript of records and get a new alumni card since my card was lost together with my wallet last Christmas 2007. So we decided to meet in UST around 2:30 in the afternoon. We met at Engineering gate and had to burn our lungs for a while. You know what I mean. Hehe.

After a few minutes, we decided to buy an Iced Tea at Frio Mixx. I miss their Peach Iced Tea so much and then we decided to inquire our personal agenda and sadly, the Alumni Office is temporarily closed due to the Job Fair that happened last February 11-13. Grrr... Then we proceed to UST Graduate School to inquire for the masteral.

After doing it so, we proceed to PRC to inquire for the exam date for the Civil Engineering board exams and it was scheduled on May 7-8 and I am about to take that exam. Afterward, we inquire for the rates for the different review center for the refresher course. And I think I found a new home to review and I decided to enroll at Experts Review Center. I think I made the right choice.

Our next agenda, inquire at Mapua Graduate School and on our way to Mapua, we were caught off guard by this man who was wearing a chicken outfit and gave me an offer. I don't what to say because there was a cameraman and Cess is busy talking with another person on her mobile phone. The offer was to eat polvoron as many as I can and in replacement, he will give me 20 bucks for each polvoron. So I tried my best and and I just ate 4 polvorons at the same time and he will give another 50 bucks if I can whistle. I tried my best but no sound was produced and I maintained my poise. Haha. In the end, I just ate 4 polvorons. At least, I have 80 bucks to spend. By the way, this will be shown later at TV5 at around 8:30PM. Promotion? Hehe.

At last, it was already done and we were already at Mapua and they told us that the Mapua Graduate School was already closed because it was already 5:05 in the afternoon. Damn! If that chicken man wasn't able to stop us, maybe we have already a form. Huhu! So we were about to go to Greenbelt and there was this group of students from other school who managed to knock off a Mapuan student and it was scary because they are just one meter away from us and there was blood scattered all over the place. Eeewww.

And finally, we decided to go to Greenbelt already when Kiko, my friend, bumped into us. So we decided to stay for a while and we hangout at the Intramuros Wall and it was fun. Because a lot of people go to this place and Kiko told us that sometimes, it was used as a venue for concerts. And then, we met his ex and I forgot the name but he was the former Mr. Mapua and I don't know what year it was and we met also the Bitchy Roxy. I like her attitude and I found a new friend with Roxy. We decided to ate dinner at a Sizzling House near Mapua and it was like Almer's in UST because of the unlimited gravy. Hehe.

Then we parted and we were so late already because Rac and Denise were already in Starbucks GB3. Haha...We miss each others company because the last time we met was during the LGBT Pride March last December 6, 2008. We had coffee and talk about our Christmas and we talk about our life. It was really nice. Then we decided to sing our hearts out at Timezone GB3.

My day was already perfect but when I saw my ex-bf with another guy inside a videoke room, the pain inside is starting to eat me again. He broke up with me because he said he wanted to be straight and his work is consuming all his time even his social life. But I just saw him with another guy. I thought was I already moving on but when I saw him, I was wrong.

So much for emo-ness in life. I know I was so affected and I just let my heart sing out and release the pain that I had that time.Yes, I wanted to sing until I feel numb. I wanted to sing at the top of my lungs even though I am a frustrated singer. It helped me a lot. Thank God my friends are there to ease the pain.

Still, I am happy that I met my friends again. And we decided to went home because Denise and Rac still have a work the next time. Till next time...

Quote from Bob Bong

Hay! Napakatamd ko talaga ngayong linggo na ito. Ewan ko ba? Depressed lang siguro ako.Tapos sasabayan mo pa ng emo na songs na pinapatugtog at quotes na matatanggap mo galing sa mga friends mo. Minsan yung iba nakakasawa na kasi paulit-ulit na lang na pinapadala. Pero may mga quotes naman na tatatak sa utak mo at sa puso mo. Yung tipong tagos sa puso talaga at di man lamang marunong pumreno yung magpapadala sa iyo.

Parang ganito lang yung natanggap ko kahapon galing sa batchmate ko ng college na si Shani. Kagigising ko lang nito kahapon at around 9pm niya ito pinadala at nagising ng tuluyan ang diwa ko.

"Hindi kayang tumbasan ng isang libong mabait na tao ang pagmahahal ng isang taong gago."

- Bob Ong

O di ba? Nakakaasar lang talaga. Talagang patama sa akin at dahil na rin sa nararamdam ko ngayon. Karugtong lang nito ang last blog ko na "Two Words... Moving On." Siguro nga ito ang sagot sa nararamdam ko. Di ko alam kung ako ba yung tanga o gago. Or siya ba yung gago o tanga sa aming dalawa.

Bahala na si Batman sa mangyayari sa akin. Sinasabayan ko lang din siguro ang panahon kasi pasko na naman. So dadagdag na naman ako sa SMP (Samahan ng Malalamig ang Pasko!) Haha!

Two words... Moving On.

It was my first time to watch "One More Chance" in Cinema One. Yes, it was. I never had the time to watch it before in a silver screen nor in DVD. Just this time.

It makes me want to cry.

It makes me want to shout.
But I can't do it.
I really don't know what to do.

I pity for myself. Why? Until now, I am still hanging to an un-ended relationship without a formal breakup. I am convincing myself that our relationship ended way back at the end of August. I was pretending that I am single already. I was left hanging without any words... without any clues.

Everyday, I am still thinking of him. I still can't move on. I realized that moving on is really hard. I even gave advices to my friends that you can move on which is so ironic in my part that I am still stuck on this kind of situation.

Wish I know how to move on.
Wish I could learn how to move on.
Wish I could be strong as before.
Wish I could be tough as before.

I really need help right now. I don't know what to do. Because I don't think that I am brave enough to face the reality of moving on.

I want to talk to him but I don't know how to make a way. I want to have a closure so I can move on. I don't want to be left hanging. Please, let me move on.

For those who know me that well, can you tell me how? I know that you know the person I am talking about.