It was my first time to watch "One More Chance" in Cinema One. Yes, it was. I never had the time to watch it before in a silver screen nor in DVD. Just this time.
It makes me want to cry.
It makes me want to shout.
But I can't do it.
I really don't know what to do.
I pity for myself. Why? Until now, I am still hanging to an un-ended relationship without a formal breakup. I am convincing myself that our relationship ended way back at the end of August. I was pretending that I am single already. I was left hanging without any words... without any clues.
Everyday, I am still thinking of him. I still can't move on. I realized that moving on is really hard. I even gave advices to my friends that you can move on which is so ironic in my part that I am still stuck on this kind of situation.
Wish I know how to move on.
Wish I could learn how to move on.
Wish I could be strong as before.
Wish I could be tough as before.
I really need help right now. I don't know what to do. Because I don't think that I am brave enough to face the reality of moving on.
I want to talk to him but I don't know how to make a way. I want to have a closure so I can move on. I don't want to be left hanging. Please, let me move on.
For those who know me that well, can you tell me how? I know that you know the person I am talking about.
