It is official. The ordered re-take will push throught tomorrow, Januray 12, as ordered by the PRC for the CE Board exams has veen announced a while ago in QTV.
Up to now, I really don't know what to do. A while ago, while having afternoon snacks with my little sister and my parents, my mom told me that I should take the re-take for the board exams. Prior to that, I'm having a conversation with my fellow batchmates in a YM conference and asking each one of them will be the best step for the ordered re-take. Some of them, they will take the exam. But for some, boycott is the best solution. At that moment, I am still confuse with the situation and why is this happening to our batch.
I finally decided that I should take the re-take tomorrow. Don't blame me, this is my mom wants to even though I am against with ordered re-take and so as my dad. I am not prepared for the exam tomorrow but I will try to answer the questions that they will give us. I know that I will perform poorly but who knows what might happen tomorrow.
I will regret this forever in taking this exam just because the PRC ordered a re-take for the two subjects in CE licensure examinations. Saying that it was "statistical improbable" because the questions given were just the basic fundamentals of the subject and to punish the 4780 students because of the fault of the two examinees.
If I pass tomorrow, I am surely be happy with it and celebrate. But if I fail, I will accept the fact that there is still tomorrow, a brighter future awaits for me. May Board Exam is still waiting for me. But I don't want to foresee it.
At one point, it comes to my mind that boycott is the best solution. In the end, I will be a loser. But if this happens, this is one thing that I won't regret in my entire life that I don't follow the ordered re-take of PRC to our batch. I also know what will be the consequences of my own actions and no one is to be blame for it, just me.
What I have written in here will be read by my fellow CE examinees and I will not blame them if they will tell me that I am not cooperating with CE AGRESSION's ideals. I am thankful for they had done in trying to stop the ordred re-take. But, I am just following my mom's decision. I want this one to end.
Truly, life is unfair. Face the reality, we are in the Philippines. We know how the system works here. Right now, change is what we need in here.
I am still hoping that there will be a brighter future for me and to my fellow CE board examinees.
Good luck and God bless! I know that God is with us.
Study hard even though we know that there are few hours left.