A Nice Talk

I went to school a while ago to attend a meeting. As usual, I am late. Whew! Just discuss some pointers regarding for our planned activities for our org. I guess, this will be the start of my busy school year.

After that, some of my batchmates still have a removals exam in Structural Theory. Thank God, I passed it already without taking a removals exam. I stayed for a while so I can share my knowldege on how to solve the problems. Also, I gave them moral support in order for them not to fail the exam. So I did, stayed in the school until 6pm.

I'm about to go home when I started someone whom I didn't met yet. Within a blast, we decided to meet. So there was I, waiting in Wendy's for him. I know its a little bit awkard because you haven't met him in person, only in pictures. We meet at last, had our dinner and talk some stuffs regarding the gay life. He was 27 already and I, still 20 years old. By the way, he is Anilov. Yet, we exchanges some new stuffs. I really had fun talking to him. He is a good conversionalist.

We decided to call it a night and I ride a jeepney so I can go home already. Also, he did. Then, we're still texting and we're planning for our second meet-up.

From Understated to Fabulous...

Wow, its been three weeks since I didn't update my blog. I miss sharing some of my experiences in here...

A while ago, I watch the advanced screening of Benchwarmers. I realize that I was also been bullied by some of my batch mates when I was still a grade school. They always call me "gay!" and try to answer them back with a no. But it didn't stop there. Everyday, same scenario always happen to me. I just cried every night. But when high school comes, I should make a move so that others will not brand me as gay person. There it was, I became a CAT officer. Got a girlfriend when I was third year high school. Seniors came, still I am a CAT officers but the happy part, the people who bullied me was just a private. I handled them, I proved to them that I am already a different person. Not the Elijah they used to know before.

Realizing in the movie, I am similar to the nerd ones. But it was not a hindrance at all. I was understated before. But now, I became the Male Fashionista in our batch. I became the fabulous one. I grow as a person and thanks to those who bullied me. Without them, I am not the same Elijah right now. I learned also to fight. I became a fighter but a fighter in good ways.

Trunks Hunting!!!

It has been two weeks already since I was looking for a nice swimming trunks. My trunks before had a tiny hole located in my butt part when I went for a slide in Splash Island last summer. So I decided to buy a new one.

So, I went to SM Fairview and look for one. Unfortunately, I can't find one that attracts me the best. Then I remember, that the coolest trunks in here are Zon7 underwears. Definitely on Tuesday, I'm going to Pride Exchange at Malate after my class to buy one.

Gonna wait for Tuesday to come.

Two More Weeks

Geesh... Its been three weeks already when I had my summer class. Class will starts at 9 o'clock in the morning and will end at seven in the evening. Yes, thats my daily routine during Tuesdays to Saturdays. But I need to sacrifice my summer vacation in order for me to take my 5th year subjects.

All I want is to pass my summer class subjects so I can look for a company for my OJT. I want to take up my 5th year subjects. Also, thesis is waiting for us. Still, we don't have any topic for our thesis relating to Civil Engineering aspects. Come what may.

After two weeks, I will know the results for my hardwork.

Exhaustion... Alert!

Geesh... For the past few days, I don't have enough sleep not because that I don't have anything to do but I have my summer class right now. I have two lecture subjects and a laboratory subject. I need to pass these subjects in order for me take my 5th year subjects, or else, I'm gonna be delayed.

Yesterday, had my quiz in Structural Analysis II and today, had my second quiz in Hydraulics. Yup, it's all Math subjects. Why? I'm taking up Civil Engineering. This is my dream course since I was a little kid. Doing some construction stuffs. Anyway, I don't regret having this feeling of exhaustion if the results will be good or benefit me. Right?

So, I need to catch up my sleep. Ok?

Grab For A Coffee

Yesterday, I feel so lonely. I guess not lonely... it's somewhat like empty. I really don't know the exact reason why I feel this kind of emotion. Maybe it's a stir of emotions. Am I happy enough? Or am I contented? Satisfy? Fulfilled? Maybe... this is me.

So it was four o'clock in the afternoon when I texted my friends regarding on what I feel. I thought nobody will response to my problem. I was wrong. A lot of them asking me with the same questions. Why? From the point, I realize that I was blessed because I had friends like them. Friends who can listen to your problems when you really need them. Thanks to April, Apple, Kaybee, Jan-Jan and Alodia who gave me some advices. I really appreciate it guys.

Alodia and I are exchanging text messages and we decided to meet today at Starbucks Marquinton with some of our friends. Ok? I'm gonna tell to them why I feel this kind of emotion. Hope they can give me some fruitful ideas. Bet, they will. So, I'm excited for a cup of coffee while I have some chitchat with them. Geesh. Is this really me or what?

Hope I will find the answers later.